'So I kinda sorta miss you. I miss your amazing hugs. I miss your kisses. I miss your adorable smile. I miss your beautiful green eyes. I miss the way you used to look at me. I miss dieing on the weekends because I didn't get to see you. I miss getting butterflies every time I would even get near you. I miss holding your hand. I miss your arms around me. I miss flirting with you. I miss you being my first everything. I miss you being my straight up everything. I miss your voice. I miss your laugh. I miss being able to think about our first kiss the same way. I miss wondering if you were ever thinking about me. I miss you reassuring me whenever I was scared I was gonna lose you. I miss being the happiest I have ever been because of you. I miss being able to be called yours. I miss you hugging me when I was upset. I miss thinking you were gonna give up on me, then I would see your smile and everything would go away. I miss you being the first guys that's ever been able to joke around with me. I miss the way you made me laugh and smile. I miss you not being ashamed of me, even though I still think so. I miss not being able to imagine myself with any other guy. I miss wondering what good I did to deserve you. I miss being terrified to date again, but you never gave up on me. I miss being in doubt that you actually had feelings for me, then remembering that even though I was the most stubborn person ever, you still stuck around. I miss you being understanding about pretty much everything. I miss your sensitive side. I miss being a different person with you. I miss you being a different person with me. I miss no matter how many people I knew, that none of my crazy friends could drive you away from me. I miss my friends thinking we were the cutest thing ever. I miss not knowing what to call us, and what to tell people what we were and them not understanding, but not caring as long as I was with you. I miss going home mad or upset, then seeing you the next day and forgetting about everything. I miss holding stuff back, or not saying a lot of the things I wanted to just because I was scared. I miss my heart being taken. I miss always wanting to say I love you, just because I really meant it. I miss you being the only guy I have ever loved, even though you still are. I miss you being the only guy I've ever wanted to be with. I miss you being you and changing for no one.'
This letter was never delivered.
Two years and fourteen days since the day I fell for you, and some things never change.
When you love someone, never ever ever ever let them go. No matter the circumstance. Never completely let them go. You never know how much they might mean to you someday.
You don't know what you've got until it's gone.
You are my best friend, you have been since Day One, and nothing will ever change that. I love you, more than anything. You are my rock and my shield through the day and night, and you mean the world to me.
- Gone .
